It’s me again…
I don’t really know what to say to you, seeing as how I don’t know you, or who you are yet 👀..
So, I’ll just say this.
I think about you, and since you came across my mind at a time when I’m completely free, I wanted to use that time to write to you…
First, I want to say, that I cannot wait to meet you! Just to finally go out on dates with you, play video games with you, cook for you and love you is just going to be so amazing! I have waited so long for you.
I am so excited to know who you are!
I wonder what you’ll look like? What color is your skin? How many freckles do you have, or pimples? Do you have dimples? Is your hair long, short, wavy or are you rocking a fro? lol.
Do you have a beard? I love beards! Just not too much hair… I love goatees too! I think that’s how you spell it! Whether you’re Black, White, Asian, Hispanic or anything else, I won’t care. Just as long as you love God and love me.
I wonder when we’ll meet?
Or have we already met and God is just hiding you from me…
I wonder when will I know you’re the one?
I think about that moment all the time..
I’m smiling now, just thinking about it. I swear, as soon as I know you’re the one, there are a few things I’m going to do…
The first thing I’m going to do, is hug you for forever and not let you go! And I’m not talking about no church hug… 👀
(Lol just kidding saints)
The second thing I’m going to do, is kiss your little or big nose👃🏾and let you know that you mean the world to me!
And the last thing?
I’m going to grab the nearest lamp and go upside your head with it for taking so long to get here!
I mean geesh babe…….. 😖☹️😞
I have been going through in so many ways 😓 and because this is a public letter to you I’ll keep everything PG13! 😅
But I’m still mad at you….
Like what are you doing?
What’s keeping you from me?
Do I need to start praying those African prayers I learned from my brother Albert again?
I mean come on baby….
Now, I consider myself a very patient woman, but it’s been 5 years love..
5 years that I have been waiting for you, not just for the intimate part after marriage, but for other things! Like going out on fun dates with you, eating off your plate (even though I told you I wasn’t hungry) and honestly I just want to stare at you.
I bet you’re so beautiful…
I want to learn about you, I want to study you, I want to know what makes you angry? what makes you sad? What makes you happy? What makes you smile? I want to support you in every way.
If you play football, I want to be there with my jersey on, shouting to the top of my lungs.
If you preach, I want to be the one that has that stank face on during your whole sermon and the one who constantly yells “You better preach that Pastor!”
Even if you’re a mailman, I want to brag about how good you look in those short shorts.
Babe, I am so ready to be there for you.
And I want to know everything about you.
Even the things you haven’t told anyone else.
So, when I say I’ve been waiting for 5 years, that’s what I mean babe.
I’ve been waiting for you…
Not for some of you, but for all of you.
The good, the bad, and the ugly.
But you know what? 5 is a good number!
It’s the number of grace right??
With that being said, I guess I’ll pray that the Lord graces me with you this year…
“Please, Father God answer my prayers!”
Because honestly, the way I’ve been feeling lately…
I can’t see me waiting any longer for you…
I take that back,
(I’m just speaking out of frustrations)
You know I’ll continue to wait for you..
but I won’t like it though… 😒
You know what?
I think I should make a few vows to you right now. I know this sounds really crazy, but (I am a random romantic).
I hope you’ll like that part of me.
Any who, because I am feeling the way I am feeling. I want to be honest with you and commit myself to waiting for you again…
My Vows To Wait For My Very Own Bighead
(Oops I mean hubby) 😂
- I vow to pray 🙏🏽 for you everyday (especially on days like today, when I don’t feel like it).
- I vow to never chase another man, or try to force someone to be in the spot God ordained for you (just because I’m tired of waiting).
- I vow to be patient and spend 100% of my time with God and with my music while I’m waiting.
- I vow to not go out on dates that God tells me not to go out on, (just because I’m mad you’re not here yet).
- I vow to be faithful to you, even in my waiting and to pray for your family, your health, your finances, and that you will prosper in everything you do.
- I vow to not run away from you, if I start to like you too much.
- I vow to keep my lips, my hips and my fingertips to myself until our wedding night.
- I vow to become the best version of myself right now, so that when we meet I can give you the best of me.
Since I don’t really know you, I can’t vow anything else.
But for now those should be good right??
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you today.
Here’s another song I listen to whenever I think about you…
Your Patient yet sort of frustrated 🤦🏽♀️ Wifey,